have to be succed

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
I just typed it after read the material that I'm going to speech tomorrow.
 In my mind, I just want to move forward. I don't want to be like this anymore, I must improve my ability in English, repair my attitude and try to decrease my bad habit.
for all who read this, I hope you can help and remind me with I've written in this time.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better than today and yesterday...
good luck for me and for you .... :D