pity and worry

pity and worry are two words that I feel about my sister "Voni" feels now. she is one of my sister in my dorm who is getting calamity. she had to buy a laptop for repair the laptop of Pricillia. Voni borrowed Pricillia laptop about three weeks ago for searching her task in the internet. She saved Prcillia's laptop in her cupboard in the evening after she used it. In the morning Voni just locked her cupboard by using her padlock and went to the campus at 7 AM. unfortunately, her cupboard was damaged by the thief which had stolen Pricillia's laptop. As a result, she had to buy a laptop for repairing Pricillia's laptop. However, her family can't repair it in a short time, because the economic problems. moreover, she becomes depression and seriousness in her study.
She is getting sick now. I worry if she becoming down and down she might do something that can damage her self .she has done many ways in finding who is the thief of Pricillia's laptop. She said that if she knows who is the thief, she will not report it to the police office but she just want to know where is the laptop now.
I believe that she is examining by God now, for she is a good girl. I just think that behind a trouble there will be a facility ^_^. just be patient and tawakkal sist.... :)

monday

today is monday. the day where the busy activity start from this day. I have two lectures for today, they are writing 3 and advance listening. I hope today is gonna be a good day for me. My lecturer of writing class is Mr. Saunir. not only gives explanation and material about this subject but also he gives many good advices and suggestions for me and the entire class. all his speech is very meaningful and educated. I have ever I want to speak as good as and as meaningful as him. :D... he was also my mom's lecture when my mom was in college. My mom's opinion is as same as my opinion. After waiting for few minutes, I phoned Mr. Saunir and he said to me that " My body is not good, so there will be no class for today ". I came into the class and I announced to all of my friends. In my opinion many of us are happy if the lecturer didn't come ( hahaha ).

because there is no writing class , I went to  HIMA's office. I decided to go to the mosque and took a rest while having a lunch. After that I went to BB4, sit there while waiting the advance listening class started.

We had some TOEFL  exercises. Actually I got a headache after I went from the mosque. so that I can't concentrate in answering the TOEF L exercises. As the result my mark was not good. : (. But  I thought that I must try as hard as you can. Howevere, there were an improvement in the last section of the exercises, the point here is you must try as hard as you can and believe that you can do it :)). Moreover, the succed is not come instantly, you will face many failures or even worse than it to reach your goal. and also " man jadda wa jadda " .

: ))

cry as much as you want ( unrelated with th text)

Alhamdulillah I still can breathing this morning. Yesterday I faced bad experience in my home. actually there would not be a conflict between me and my mother, but my mother who is the care , love and worried with all of her children felt that I didn't respect her. I just think that the bad communication and may be negative thinking that made this event. I made a food for I bring to padang. In my mind, I have done cook the food for me and for my brother. after that I asked mom which one for me and which one for my brother, but my mother didn't understand what I mean. In her mind she thought that I don't want to cooking the food for my brother because the food that I had cooked just a little and it seems I just cooked for myself. She was so dissappointed and cried. I never thought like what she thought. I told to her that I remember my brother, and I will share this food with him. but she was not accept my reason and she still cried and I also cried.
I couldn't stop crying at that time. I spent about a quarter just for crying. I just pray to God and remember God. It could make me feel relax, but I couldn't stop thinking about this event. until I went back here ( Padang), I still thinking about it. Only me and my mother knew this event. when my grandmother asked me why I cried I just say " nothing ". from this event I got the lesson that good communication is the pole in good relationship.
here I try to do my best, just for you Mom and dad ( I am crying while typing it). I Love you so much.. I will do everything to make you happy and understand what I feel.

last story from last week

E.S.A is one of the organization that I follow now. This is good for find new friend, learn how to be a person that can socialize with other and try to speak up. Last Monday exactly February 19 we went to Gunung Pangilun. there we had games and motivation from the instructor which talked about all aspects in an organization and how to build a good organization.

PAST

Last Sunday was the first time for me to follow outbound. This was the second event of E.S.A 2012. It was a good training for the E.S.A member to build a good organization and good relationship between each of the E.S.A members. Actually my mom worried when I asked for her permission. Before I went to the campus, I phoned her first.  she was afraid and worried if I couldn't keep my self because my body was not good at that time, I was caught and rainy nose :). She cried because she felt sad when she knew that I wasn't in god condition here and I just tried to make her sure :(.

I can imagine how care, love and worry my mother with her children. not only my mother, my father is the good father for me, he works until night for me and for our family. Both my parents are the very important people in my life.

back to thursday

Today I woke up earlier than the usual, but I slept again until 6. Unfortunately there were no clothes that I had ironed and It made me ironing it first. I went to the campus around 7 . While i was on my way to the campus by walking  I got a message from Ms. Yuli that she would coming late, Huuft.. I could walk slowly ... I was so worried at that time because I'm afraid for coming late into the class..

around 11 we start the second lecture , it is Public Speaking class. Zakiya and Husna are the speaker for today, both of them speak clearly and well. this class is end earlier today. Mr. Don said that the key for speaking or speak in public is you have to have many knowledge, because you can speak fluently and attractively in public  from what you have known and how many information or knowledge that you have had.

thats all for today,.. thank you..^_^

thursday , the second week of february 2012

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh
good afternoon ^_^...
no is 16.39, My friends, my lecturer and I still study in LabCALL of ED... unfortunately we haven't prayed yet..
but I hope Allah SWT apologizing us. amiiin..
that's all for now...
hopefuly tomorrow will be better than today..

bye bye....  :))